Sitting at Matt's house.
So. About all this.
(Blank)
So much to say, but yea. I still really don't want to.
I had a bad dream last night. Woke up crying. Stayed up crying.
Lots of crying lately.
I slept with your hoodie last night.
I'm learning to play guitar hero. Matt thinks its hot. I smile like a retard when I play a song well.
Sometimes, most of the time. I'm still very scared. Still very unsure and untrusting and paranoid and theres so much. Always so much.