Tonight is not much better.
I'm trying to remember how long I went like this before. How long did it take for me to actually snap? I'm really trying to avoid an emotional breakdown right now.
Matt and I are fighting. Maybe I'm taking it wrong or maybe he's just an insensitive ass.
Take your pick.
What upsets me most is that I knew about it, okay? I realized this, how could I have missed it? But considering you said one thing for so long, and then today you said like the complete opposite. Yea. Not cool. Not necessary. And very hurtful.
No one can do anything right today. I kinda want to crawl in a hole and die. I'm not very interested in facing the world. The idea of going to work, getting up, moving at all. I really would like to skip all that for the next 6 months.
How can I make this stop?