Top Christmas presents included:
-Pink Razor Cell phone
-Chris Daughtry CD
-DVD player
-ER Seasons 1&5
-Sex and the City Seasons 1&2
Christmas had the potential of being horrible, because as usual, Mandy is a stupid girl. However, I am surrounded with forgiving people, whom I do not deserve.
Since being off my antidepressant I think I feel the depression/bad feelings more prominently. However, I am unsure, just because I know myself, and I know that I psyche myself out a lot. Like I'm off my antidepressant so that feeling that I just had is because of that. The urge to cut has not been stronger or weaker, it remains consistent and nearly constant. I'm not sure what really stops me anymore. I think maybe I feel that I'm just too old to do it anymore. One thing I pride myself on is acting my age (with occasional mature moments), I'd hate to regress back to habits developed when I was 13.