Damn Pills
«2006-11-29»

playing:Juicy- Notorious BIG
feeling:Cold

I cannot wait for this semester to be over. Next semester will be better, and hopefully easier. I'll be taking classes I like and am actually good at.

Thanksgiving was redneck and drama filled as usual. I have an aunt who likes to talk shit about me, and this holiday was no exception. Last year people told me how thin I was, and this year people are telling me I look good, I look better, I look healthy.

I don't like it.

Sometimes I really want to get off birth control and antidepressants just because of the weight gain issue. Birth Control doesn't always help with my period, the only plus there is more insurance to not getting preganant. That and it made my boobs bigger.

Antidepressants don't work, and I really can't tell a difference being on them. I should have talked to my doctor at my last appointment about getting off of them. I don't cut myself anymore, is there any point taking them?



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