Its Not Me That You Want
«2006-11-14»

playing:It ain't me Babe- Joaquin Phoenix & Reese Witherspoon
feeling:Sick.

Oh, yes.

Oh, dear.

Basically, oh, fuck,

What the hell??

I just don't know. I am filled with a strong desire to drive my car off a bridge. I am giving up unwillingly. I'm going along with whatever. This is how Mandy gets in trouble, boys and girls. I am not thinking to say the least. Completely ridiculous.

I have thrown my hands into the air. My eyes are closed. I just don't get it, only going with it.

Click. Click. Bang.

I am so sick of this. Its not fair, and certainly not right. I'm sorry but I am so unforgiveable at this point. My desires are contradictory. I am breaking my own heart daily. I don't want to dissapoint myself anymore.

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