What the hell am I doing? I mean really. This is getting pathetic and rather redundant.
I do not want to do this anymore.
There! I said it. Does that mean I'll actually stop? Probably not.
As I said, pathetic AND redundant.
Oh....what the fuck. I've been banging my head and beating myself up for as long as I can remember. Am I even able to do anything right? I really doubt it at this point.
I am on the highway to hell quite literally.
Just so you know, I miss you. I won't insult you and tell you how sorry I am. Because whats sorry? They're just words I've said a million times before with similar crimes. I'm sure they've lost their meaning.
This is torture. I can't make it stop, even now that I want it to.