Today is my Birthday. I can't believe I'm 18. That seems like such a big number for a little girl.
My party was yesterday. =/
I'm pretty sure it sucked.
Today was better.
Mr. Dave gave me a present!!! A Ghost of the Robot CD. This is the biggest fucking deal. They're nearly impossible to find. He got it from Israel.
Matt spanked me 18 times today. With a paddle.
We had amazing sex today.
Oh my God. I GOT A TATOO!!! It hurt quite a bit more than I thought it would. Its the outline of a black star on my left wrist.
Its symbolic.
The first time I cut myself it was on my left wrist.
I put the star on my wrist to cover up my "BAD" scar.
This is the last time I will hurt myself.