I have good music. Recent downloads. It makes me feel better.
I feel like I'm falling apart. I'm very sure I'm being turned inside out. I fought this all very hard and now...its over. I lost.
I signed up for classes today. I have statistcs, environmental biology, humanities, history and music study. I got the shittiest times. All of them are night classes except biology.
The counselor I spoke with is the history teacher. I think he was hitting on me. Actually...I know he was hitting on me. He asked me to take his class. He was looking through my file and grades and he said "My, my, brains and beauty,"
I asked him to help me with the paper work, because I had never done it before. I told him that with the one class I'm taking at Rock Valley, my boyfriend filled out the paper work. And then he said, "Boyfriend? Lucky boy." and he asked me how long we had been together. I attract pedophiles.
I saw a girl from RCS at Rock Valley, and of course, she asked why the hell I was there. When I told her, she was like "Thats so sweet! You're staying for Matt, aren't you??" And I'm like hell no, I'm staying because I'm flat ass broke.
I imagine I'll have to explain my case several hundred times in the next two years.