mmmmm....all better.
I had feared that it would stop but today, against my better judgement I pushed my environment. It broke. I won. I fell into it deeply, sweetly, softly.
And its okay, I know you didn't mean it. What matters now is we're back to normally, doing what feels right.
This is overwhelmingly addicting. The thoughts are inescapable. I don't know what else to do but give in. It feels so right to just fold in.
How Ironic!!
One Less Addiction- Embodyment
I tasted...now I'm hooked
Thats a very true statement.
I don't know what else to do with these things inside of me. I cannot let them lie dormant. Whats the point of having feelings that you cannot feel?
I'm enjoying this. Its isolation, and togetherness and....Its everything and nothing..
I love how it doesn't make sense.
I'd like to say everyone should do this once, but I know that that is blasphemous. And if I actually stopped to think about it, I'd probably throw up.
So lets not think. I just keep on moving, keep going, testing the limits, pushing my boundaries.
Its all very exciting.
I don't know whats going to happen, I just know I don't want this to stop.