Today I begged. Actually begged. My mouth opens, and I start talking and I cannot manage to stop myself. I'm doing things I shouldn't. Like begging.
I was/am thinking about skipping school Monday. I have Tuesday off school(yay american holidays)but I have to go into work, (yay time and a half) and work with someone I don't like (Boooo!!).
I was thinking of running away for a few hours. Hiding out and do bad things in secret. (They're only bad when I say it to anyone but you.)
I feel very stupid. Small. Easily controlled.