I graduate tomorrow. That seems entirely impossible. Because I swear to God I'm still in the 6th grade at faith academy in Mrs. Lawrence's room. Or maybe 5th grade, 5th grade was awesome, with Nathan R. and shannon...aahhh. They all thought I was a satanist. Because I listened to "secular" music. And because I wore black. whats funny is now that they're in public schools, they're all fucking stoners.
Haha. And they made ME an outcast. For hanson!!
haha. Maybe I'm still a little bitter. It was a very small school. And I was different, non-conformist. I stuck out.
anyway. GRADUATING!!!! Thats crazy. Haha...speaking of Hanson (Stories 3 car garage, man oh man..Taylor's pre-pubescent voice...)
So. I'm doing really well. I owe 98% of this to my loving Matthew. He is the best boy (man) in the world. I have been stressed out like a mad woman, what with college, the engagement, my dad, graduating and everything. But he has kept me so strong and focused.
Which brings me to my next proud anouncement.
I haven't cut myself in months. I don't feel the need to either. I might actually be cured. Which is a little weird, but such a relief. Its always been such a big part of my life. For the past 4 years...its been my strength.
But I think I might be over it.