I'm at Matt's house for the next few hours. Yay last days of High School!!
It's a bit sad though, leaving it behind. I never thought it would end. It seemed to go on forever. I'm not sure I want to grow up.
But I must. Its not like I have a real choice. I'm graduating, turning 18 and leaving IL. I'm going to Hollins..(yay lesbians!) and I'm going to do awesomely well there (that'll show you bastards). I'm keeping Matt in my heart and hopefully for the rest of my life I'll be in his as well.
It might be okay.
It has been so long since I've cut myself. Originally I said, not before Prom, now its not before graduation, but what if this is it? What if I actually stop now after nearly 5 years?
I'm going to keep this diary as long as I can as well. I've had a diaryland diary since I was 12!! I'm pushing 18, I can't stop now.
I love you all!!