This friday is the anniversary of Me and Matt losing our virginity to each other. Two years. I'm not sure this will be our happiest of anniversaries, we've been fighting this week. Little things but we're both on edge. I'm PMSing and Matt's trying to quit smoking.
I'm going to his house after school on Friday, before work, which means about 4 hours of Mandy+Matt time. Matt said that he wanted to talk, like we used to. Which was probably one of the sweetest things he's said in awhile.
I got accepted to NIU yesterday. My Dad is thrilled, he thinks I should consider going there as opposed to Hollins. This is exactly why I only wanted to apply to Hollins. I don't want any other options. I have found where I am meant to be and it doesn't mattter if its $32 a year, it could be a million, I would find a way to go there because thats where my heart is.
Lil' Abner is done and over with, thank God. I was very tired and over-worked. I'm still trying to catch up on all the sleep I've missed. I've been taking naps and sleeping absurd amounts of hours.
Kevin's coming back for springbreak. Sarah asked if I wanted to see him. My first instinct was to ask "Are you fucking stupid?" I settled on No instead. I don't know what I'll do if he shows up at my house or at the Icing. I want to avoid him but I can't if he comes after me. I could see him doing either, he'll be swayed by which ever Sarah suggests. I know I'll be working more during spring break and I hope they won't be spending all there time at the mall. There is nothing else to do here anyway.
I can't wait for friday. I want to be with Matt.