Now that the initial rage has subsided I can write about this. When I first found out about it, (after emily left at least), I had a major freak out. Consisting of weeping and sharp objects.
Sarah left for 10 days. Didn't tell me. I found out that she had actually left 2 days after she was gone, when Emily told me. I was asking her if she spoke to her at all on her Birthday, because I had called at least 8 times and got no one. I had presents for her from my mom for xmas and her bday.
Emily's like..."Um. She's gone."
What the fuck.
I guess it just slipped her mind. Something as trivial as leaving the state for a 10 day vacation where she's going to like 4 different states. Yea. Easy to forget I suppose.
I know why she didn't tell me though.
First stop on this vacation? Utah. To see Kevin. I can only assume that he's coming with to all the other places she's going otherwise she's on her own.
Sarah is really great at arguing but there is no way in fucking hell she can talk her way out of this one. This is just bullshit. Why wouldn't she tell me. And what the hell do I have to say to her to convince her that Kevin is a molded piece of dog vomit not deserving of any human contact??
Its just infuriating.
I'm taking this action from her as the end of our friendship. It was her decision ultimately. I'm assuming that that was what she meant by it. Not even respecting me enough to tell me she's leaving? Having to find out 2 days after she's been gone? Then finding out she's with the person who I despise?
She knows how much Kevin has fucked with me and Emily. And she doesn't give a damn. She doesn't care about anyone but herself.