I have Mean Girl moments
«2005-12-12»

Playing:Mama I'm coming home- Ozzy
Feeling: Hung over

I think I lost my reply cards to Hollins. Brilliant!! Oh well. I'm sending in the fucking check regardless, and if they don't take it...then damn. They suck.

Just watch. Connie has it.

So yea, I'm in this habit now of calling my mother by her first name because a month ago I was trying to get her attention by saying , "MOM!" and she ignores me, so I keep yelling mom, and continuing to ignore me, I scream "CONNIE!" and I get attention. So yea. Connie and Daddy. I can't call my Dad George in front of him, he'd beat my freaking ass, but thats all I refer to him as outside of home.

And I call Mrs. Humy, Audra, but its starting to piss her off so I should stop.

I'm making CD's for everyone for christmas. Because...all the important people got their presents first and now I have my half-assed friends left to gift. So they're getting CDs. Which from me, is friggin awesome. My CD's are amazing.

On Saturday I went to a sleep over at Ash-hole's house. It was..interesting. The movie Mean Girls? The plastics? Yea. Thats them in a nutshell. I felt very seventeen being able to compare them back to a movie, but..these girls are shallow. Shallow as spit, venemous little snakes...and all the while I am so intrigued by their behavior. As soon as one of them leaves the room they all start talking about her. Its absurd. I feel really stupid for ever spending time with them, or even continuing a friendship with them. Maybe I'm hoping I caught them on a bad night? I don't know, girls are fucked up in general.

Best Gift: Bracelets from Urban Outfitter (the kind that look like they support...something)
they say:
Total Bitch
Sex Addict
Wimp
Anti-social
High-Maintenance
Egomaniac
Snob
Slut
Tease
Desperate
Control Freak

I laughed my ass off all day reading them.


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